Trying to recoup my $75k losses has made me emotional, so I am sincerely asking for your help moving forward.

Hello Reddit,

My brokerage account dropped 75k two days ago, and I am extremely distraught. 2 years ago I had a small amount in my brokerage, but made a bet on NVDA and went all in. It paid off with 300% returns.

I recently made a stupid decision and split my portfolio into 50% SOXL, and 50% NVIDIA. After Trump made his remarks on Taiwan, my portfolio tanked and I cut my losses (I am 100% cash).

Please don't downvote me to shit, I know what I did was stupid and irresponsible. Trying to recoup my losses as quickly as possible has made me emotional, so I am sincerely asking for your help.

Thank you.